Hello. Im 15 and my mum is an alcoholic. She is the nicest, most amazing woman you could ever meet, except she has a problem. 2 weeks half term holiday and she didn't touch a drop. First day back at school, got home she had had a drink. It makes me feel sick to my stomach I can't help her. When she lies to my face that's when it hurts most, there is no need for her to drink. We have a great relationship normally. I have my GCSES at the moment and it's so hard thinking about her at home drinking. I'm an only child with no father. She is my life and I don't want her to die. Reading everyone else's stories is making me realise I'm not alone. I hope you don't feel alone.